Narcissism

From my previous posts, I may appear to be a narcisstic invidual but sadly that's furthest from the truth. I have unhealthy tendencies to pick myself apart - finding every single flaw - fully examining and magnifying even the smallest flaw under the microscope. I could easily blame this on my highly critical mother or just the natural perfectionist predisposition of growing up as an only child but I take full responsibility of how I turn out since I am the one who make most of my life choices. If I am obsessed with only my flaws, how would others see me for other than my flaws. I am trying very hard to turn this around - to see what I can offer the world instead of what I have inconvenienced others with. Just trying to see what it's like to view the world as half-full than half-empty....